:)

today was totally a Farking day!
after school went home, slept then went to meet agnes and aishah for night study.
CASE 1
first i meet agnes go buy my dinner, took the escalator from L1 to B1 @ compass point.
then agnes & i was standing on the same step. saw a GAN QIONG aunty rolling down the escalator so i just walked a few steps down SO that she can go through, as she walk pass agnes.
she said something like: "dont know how to keep to the left ah? " wah damn angry la , like no link. NOT as if i didnt give way to u ? this is MAD PEOPLE NO. 1

CASE 2
after buying my dinner, went to seng kang CC to find a good spot to study. Unfortunately, all benches taken up by people. then agnes and i saw a bench, only got one aunty there. so just went forward to ask, if anyone sharing the bench with her. her reply was just to turn, looked at both of us then turned back !? what park, crazy right?
didnt care la, just sit down. as i was really hungry. after a while. aishah reached and sat down awhile. the weird aunty suddenly turned and said: ' Do i know you!? or u know me ?!' replied NOla.
she contiuned: 'then why u kept staring at me ?!' gosh, since when did i like KEEP staring at you ? and how can u see whether im staring at you when ur BACK is facing us?! RIDICULOUS woman! maybe can la, her eyes in her hair.

CASE 3
then we moved to a void deck which was a few blocks away from sengkang CC.
finally finish my dinner, was rather gald. then a uncle in his 50s? walked close to our table and gave that unhappy face of his? oh my la, like again? whats wrong with studying here.
fine, he was holding on to some hot kettle, so he just put it on the table and walked to the playground which was just beside the void deck. weird right?
the 2nd level of the block opposite the void deck we were sitting at.. got a guy in his flat.
kept walking to the window to look at us from his flat, walking in and out. siao.
AGAIN!!!
we moved to another void deck.
by the time, totally no mood to study le.
so, just walked to the sculpture park, slack at the playground there.
everything, everyone seems so weird.
damn fark la.

and maybe i've changed? who know?
ai yah, its okay anyway.
thats life.
its normal that everyone changes.
mind my own business and i'll be fine.
i can say that im happy now.
all i need is time to digest and sort out things in my mind
my eyes hurts a lot.
i guess it hurts even more in me.

im fine, im gonna be stronger. (:

i feel like.. you.
眼泪是一种提醒,
我很爱你。
让一切归零.