okay,isnt it obvious that im at fault. yes, it's me. i sorry. if u're still uhappy. i've got no choice, or maybe u shldn't have know me? (
AH! WENTING! im seriously joking k! dont get angry! OH MY! gosh, still having science tuition later in the night.
HOPE WENTING WILL SEE THIS POST!!!!! PLEASE AH! (:
take care yo
Sunday, September 28, 2008
I LOVE BEING WITH THEM. totally fun-ness!~ *known them for close to 17 years! oh my,
stories of these photos: -yesterday went to pay respect to our grandma. as it was her death anniversary. yah, took some pics on the way there.
woke up ard 7.30, saying that we'll be meeting @ 8! gosh, actual time was 8.30. rushed to bathe, then my mum and i flew down to the carpark to meet my aunt and my cousin. wah. damn LONG never see her. i guess the last time we met each other was CNY! haah. was a rather good morning! hohoho, some should know why. then my aunt drove us to their bro's..my uncle's house. met @ the carpark. after that all set off in two diff car to the choa chu kang cemetery. when we reached there, it was raining HEAVILY there. gosh, got no choice but to sit in the car and wait~ wait ~ wait. my butt totaly went NUMb. after bout an hour or so ? FINALLY the rain small-ened. wahha, all alighted and walked to my grandma's grave. then my uncle lighted the candles while my aunt wiped the grave and i was using my eyepower, haah. tired seh.
had my breakfast/lunch there. using the car boot as my dining table! so cool. haah. while eating, SUDDENLY. saw a cat appearing out of no where.? my first thinking was, could it be our grandma? * cause it's like.. who knows? mayb ah.. my cousins and i, the 3 of us were like .. meowing and meowing so as the attract it's attention. i threw my fish cake to the cat, i guess she likes it. And it coming back for more haah. then started taking pics of it and kept feeding it with bones. hooo. *chew, chew and chew. after a while, i think her jaws got tired so, she left us. she walked to a grave, i felt rather surprise and curious at that time. so the 3 of us, kpo! went and stand in front of the grave to check it out. BUT to our surprise, the cat wasnt there @ all! we ALL saw the cat walking there and now, wasnt there anymore ~ sounded rather creppy yeh. we couldnt believe our eyes. so contiune to check the grave out. the design of the grave was like a cave shape. then there is a piece of marble * i think* which is used to put the name, information of the Decease. between the wall of the 'cave' and the marble, there is a gap! the cat was hidding there! wah, like so. UN-bi-live-ber-ber man. woah! we just kept hanging ard that grave, trying our luck if we''l be able to see the kittens of the mother cat! i saw 1 of the kitten's face!! wah! another conicidence is the owner of the grave's name was..catley danker. wah, like so .. un-explainable la. i guess the mother cat chosen to stay @ her grave was bcause she believed that the owner of the grave will take good care of it's kitten. so cool la! gosh ah.
then ard 1.15? we left there. i have to go home, change and reach school before 2. LOL luckily managed to reach there.. somehow still in time to participate in the making of video for the graudaing classes. (: SO FAST, last year le. last few days for everyone to be with everyone. last few days left for everyone to cherish everyone. last few days for.. i dont know.
- was a sad random sad feeling. guess, maybe im just tired? okay, hope jia bei enjoyed today! hope she will always remember us, no matter what.
shall end with this 2 photo & a video! : * OH! SHE'S SO CUTE! (:
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
first picture of d-day.
* notice the colour of their shirt. * look-ed like the fish right? *look at the colour again. LOL smilee.
hohoohoo, merry christmas. byebye, morrow is a break. finally free from...
HELLO, blog! HI!! * it has been a few days since i blogg-ed. yesterday, skipped school mission. went sentosa to tan. *muahahaha.... my thigh and cheeks are still pinkish till now.LOL i like the colour. the sad thing is, it is not gonna last :(
today, after school. went for detention after science afternoon prog. due to yesterday..school mission thing. so bored in the class.. actually fell asleep while reading, suddenly opened my eye. saw mr anba. then went toilet for some 'fresh air', lol. while serving detention, thought of many things. really many, maybe to me. then got so tired. so so tired. ard 5, finally ended! relieved, a little. later at 5.30 still got fnn. sian many ½ ! SOMEthing i discovered! hohohoo~ we shall wait and see. we tend to look at what is obvious and neglect the obscure. haah! 哈哈哈! i think it gonna be real! so excited bout what new and interesting things are we gonna see as time comes! so excited la! gosh, i think only 1 person understands this post. i doubt the person will see this post too :( aww~ anyway, back to topic of TODAY. after detention, went 805 to eat. bought some cheap chocolates, didnt know why felt so happy? back to school for fnn again. share it with the fnn-ing mates! hoowoo~ fnn lasts less than an hour. lol la, then headed home again. today, took the same bus home with sheila again. chit chit chat chat bout daily stuffs. she alighted first then me. finally home, the lights at the corridoor wasnt ON! ma chiam like living in darkness. so scary, called jia bei's hp for help. at least like talk to me for that few minutes before i enter my house and ON the light. but no answer, ohdog. then, picked up my courage. open the door, my house was in total darkness, pitch dark. totally see nothing, oh gosh. finally i on-ed the light! haah, relieved~
okay, went to use com immediately as wenting say she'll be sending me yesterday's photo.
不要你什么 只要你快乐。 再多的辛苦也都是值得。 只要你记得。。
Friday, September 19, 2008
* so miss going SENTOSA to play!! can we go, please? * miss chalet days.
* love her smile! she's so cute.
today was totally a Farking day! after school went home, slept then went to meet agnes and aishah for night study. CASE 1 first i meet agnes go buy my dinner, took the escalator from L1 to B1 @ compass point. then agnes & i was standing on the same step. saw a GAN QIONG aunty rolling down the escalator so i just walked a few steps down SO that she can go through, as she walk pass agnes. she said something like: "dont know how to keep to the left ah? " wah damn angry la , like no link. NOT as if i didnt give way to u ? this isMAD PEOPLE NO. 1
CASE 2 after buying my dinner, went to seng kang CC to find a good spot to study. Unfortunately, all benches taken up by people. then agnes and i saw a bench, only got one aunty there. so just went forward to ask, if anyone sharing the bench with her. her reply was just to turn, looked at both of us then turned back !? what park, crazy right? didnt care la, just sit down. as i was really hungry. after a while. aishah reached and sat down awhile. the weird aunty suddenly turned and said: ' Do i know you!? or u know me ?!' replied NOla. she contiuned: 'then why u kept staring at me ?!' gosh, since when did i like KEEP staring at you ? and how can u see whether im staring at you when ur BACK is facing us?! RIDICULOUS woman! maybe can la, her eyes in her hair.
CASE 3 then we moved to a void deck which was a few blocks away from sengkang CC. finally finish my dinner, was rather gald. then a uncle in his 50s? walked close to our table and gave that unhappy face of his? oh my la, like again? whats wrong with studying here. fine, he was holding on to some hot kettle, so he just put it on the table and walked to the playground which was just beside the void deck. weird right? the 2nd level of the block opposite the void deck we were sitting at.. got a guy in his flat. kept walking to the window to look at us from his flat, walking in and out. siao. AGAIN!!! we moved to another void deck. by the time, totally no mood to study le. so, just walked to the sculpture park, slack at the playground there. everything, everyone seems so weird. damn fark la.
and maybe i've changed? who know? ai yah, its okay anyway. thats life. its normal that everyone changes. mind my own business and i'll be fine. i can say that im happy now. all i need is time to digest and sort out things in my mind my eyes hurts a lot. i guess it hurts even more in me. im fine, im gonna be stronger. (: i feel like.. you. 眼泪是一种提醒, 我很爱你。 让一切归零.
today, crap happened! suck man. but what can i DO? okay okay. why is it always you? when things are better, you just destory it? it turned bad again.. when things starts to get better again. u are back ?
i do play, i do joke, i do laugh. but that doesnt mean that i dont mind, doesnt mean that nothing has happened. soon, i'll explode. its getting on my nerves, its just that you dont know and i dont show.
ENOUGH of grumble.. shall share with you guys my day, today!
whole day was out ! from morning till 8 plus then reach home. damn tired! after school ended, we had science afternoon programme. till ard 3.30 headed to compass for a walk. then back to school @ 5.30 as we have fnn night study! its like my first time finding fnn interesting!! woo. OH YAH! during night study, miss lini was teaching some essay health problem leading to arteries being blocked due to high cholestrol and all. then we were asking, will drinking alcohol lead to high cholestrol? she said.. somehow yes..blah blah blah. then suddenly she said, even if the person get too stress, will lead to high cholestrol! so shocked la! just too stress will leh! oh my! to those who is reading this post: PLEASE BE HAPPY! haah, do take care of ur health by smiling to yourself all day LONG k!
okay, thats like totally so shockening to a 16 year old me. LOL, alright. shall end my posty here yeh. BYEs ! take cares ((: SMILE WITH ME! *spot the smiley! still thinks that september is an unlucky month for everyone . thismonth.
SEPTEMBER seems to be an unlucky month?
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
o level is just 30 days away! oh god. totally lack of sleep, cant concentrate during lesson time.
the 'timing' of my life is totally messed up! and thus affecting me directly. not proportionally k. haah, okay fine.
hey, i have somthing to compliment. today, we have to stay back after school to do some past year maths paper * if im not wrong. and its without any teachers' supervision we did our work. although mine was really properly done. but yah. (: AND while doing the papers, i suddenly feel the together-ness of the class. when everyone's together, yes.. together. maybe its only me that feels like that?
haah, to my ohmydog hair: do grow as fast as possible yeh! i miss the old you. hope the see you back soon.
okay! shall end my post here. take cares,everyone!
Sunday, September 14, 2008 ai yo! so qiao. i changed my blog song. then heard it on 933 when i was listening a while ago . its a old song from luo zhi xiang. LOL haah, okay, shall contiune studying. lame post.
*induged in my own world life still have to go on w/o you
Thursday, September 11, 2008
i felt as though i have lots of things to say, lots to.. i dont know.. just many many. and i just dont know what to say.
im feeling weird inside, i reacted weird-ly. and the best is : i dont know what the hair happened to me?
i confused. im not? maybe i am?
maybe im just tired? maybe im not? maybe just purely weird?
haah, i dont know, felt as though im going to collapse anytime, anywhere, anyhow?
okay, i dont know. im going, bye. cares. :( nights.
Monday, September 8, 2008
grace ah grace, such a failure.
okay, i got addicted to a taiwan drama series: HOT SHOT! 篮球火!
damn the ah gong nice ah. maybe one day, ah ma will be nicer? who knows, haaaah~
anyway, thanks for showing me how fast people can change their face. how omg they can get. and how sad can it be? maybe its just my own wishful thinking. i dont like the feeling of being stuck in situations, simply hate it. it gets worst when u know u totally cant do anything bout it.
-dont ask what others can do for you. first, ask yourself what you can do for others ((: better to give? nahs, when no one appreciates what you've done.
HEH! BYEs take cares,
Sunday, September 7, 2008
hey blog, im going for a run now yo!
hoo~ ((:
IM BORED!
but i needa study. really have to link my heart with the books together. O level, just a few weeks away.
And here i am not working hard. somehow wasting time to blog? maybe to me?
gosh, (a+b)(a-b)= bwahaas.
here i come..
take cares peoples, BYES (: *anti-coughs.
Friday, September 5, 2008 i miss McFlurry. but i miss passion fruit green tea even more.
i hate this cough. i hate the f-lam, u know, flam. * i dont think i got 'flam' spelled correctly. eww, it sucks. i can die.
no cold stuffs :( aww, there are many things that i cant eat nor drink.
go away please! leave me alone, u have been with mee long enough. just go. i'll not miss u, i swear.
haah, okay. BYES (:
Thursday, September 4, 2008
i was dissapointed when i heard that at first. i was about to cry, held my tears back. i guess, u maybe just as dissapointed in me. was rather sad, i didnt know why. maybe u dont know too. but, somehow things are clearer now. for the first time, we smile like? was gald yea.
look on the brighter side. better days are ahead. hope. (:
BYE (: cares,
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
check this video out! i think the people in the video are like some singaporeans.. LOL
Monday, September 1, 2008 hello everyone. grace fell sick. the medicine doesnt seems to work. my nose had been running since yesterday morning, oh my dog. somehow it is gonna drop off le. haah. nothing much to share bout this few days. rather boring, just sleep, rest, study. books are my best friends now.LOL haah, if only i can click with them.. if only. neh mind, will try my best to 把他们的低摸得清清楚楚.
-i believe things will be totally different in future. weird people(s)
wenting ah wenting, say le, maybe you'll just find me crap and whatever. LOL yah, like you said.. yesterday de happenings.. just let it pass . haa (: